Stuck.

blank again
so much to say
stuck inside
arms that shake
tilt your head
let it pour
but silence reigns
nothing more
ticking clock
eyes won't shut
until it's out
try to cut
into the vein
sharp and fresh
feel it flow
then nothing's left
close your eyes
have no fear
quiet, now
the end is here.

Today

Today I am here
in this place
where smiles come
naturally
and the world is a symphony
that moves me,
willingly
and in the darkness there is warmth
and the stars
remind me
to love who I am becoming
and the music
trills.

I am not alone.