I am not cut out for the corporate world. It's just a fact. I'm just not. There are some of us, those who've always done as they're told, those who got straight A's in school, those who climb the social ladder with purpose...Those with type A personalities... those people who'll take a pill for everything... they're cut out for the world of filing and cubicles and deadlines. I am not.
Everything I was cut out for I missed. I didn't go to Broadway. I haven't moved to Orlando. I won't be relocating to New Orleans any time soon. I got married. I'm going to have babies. My husband and I have issues which I'll try to deal with on my own until we absolutely need therapy. I will struggle for money for the rest of my life and never be able to give my kids what they deserve. I will be average. Because I did not stick with the one thing I was great at, I will be average. Just like everyone else.
Fuck.
